Waiting...

Flashbacks of my first trip to Europe when asking a rather cute bagpiper what he was doing....his response in such a matter of fact way, Waiting.

Well I'm still listening to Laura Marling, waiting. However I know in life....good things come in time, there are reasons for everything, never get your hopes or expectations up.

I think it's more of a matter I've been waiting for something good to turn around and might see something to become really good. I really wonder where my life will lead in the years to come. Life has turned up and back around in the past few years..that all happened for a reason. I'm now understanding why my life was led that way and now I'm ready to move forward with this new understanding. I need shine.

I dream of that spontaneous smile back.